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88-Keys - Wasting My Minutes [featuring Kid Cudi]
I feel an increasing disconnection with people. Not because they are unlikable or because I have a problem getting along with some of them. It is simply because I cannot relate. There’s a problem with dreaming of being something bigger than yourself. Others don’t dream the same, they fall into their roles or accept the normalcy that is given to them.
I want to succeed but I’ve been struggling with defining what success means to me. I have seen how others would define success and I can’t be satisfied with that.
Maybe, I’m just lonely and I’m nitpicking at every little detail of human nature to feel like it’s worth being alone. That I don’t need a muse, that maybe I am my own muse and my experiences will fuel me.
Then I think of how nice the company could be.
On a weekday evening in January, J. Cole, the 27-year-old rapper from North Carolina whose first album hit number one and who is about to put out his second album, is at the American Museum of Natural History.